What is it like living with Autistic Spectrum Disorder?

by Christopher J Jackson on Tuesday 1st of December, 2009

in General

Hmm, most of time living with Autistic Spectrum Disorder can be very stressful at time, because of ASD I have difficulties with expressing my own emotional but I have no problems with feeling other people’s emotions or my own for that matter, I’m actually able to feel empathy, remorse and guilt but I really just have a hard time trying to express that towards other people even in reality I do especially to the ones I have hurt most. A person with ASD is not to be confused with a person who is an Aggressive Narcissist or worse a Psychopath. I do get narrow minded and deranged people who confuse me as a Psychopath even on purpose because I have a hard time expressing my emotions towards other people and I do honestly find that very frustrating.

Like many people I have done terrible things in the past and I do feel guilty about that, eventually just like most normal people I had to learn to move on with my life as they just move on with their, fair enough. In today society it’s seems to be acceptable to demoralize people and then call them a Psychopath or at least make them look like one because they did something to hurt them even if they sincerely didn’t mean to, to me it just the kind of reason I don’t understand because it’s inevitable that you will hurt people anyway, the truth hurts and that mainly why. I do take responsibility, I am sensitive and I do have a heart but I was born with Autistic Spectrum Disorder and that put nobody at fault including myself and dear fellow Americans I don’t use ASD as an playing card if that what you like to call them, I just call them excuses and not card.

Basically I can connect to other people’s emotions but it’s hard for other people to connect to my emotions, because as I said I have a hard time expressing my emotions towards other people in reality, of course on the Web over the phone it’s virtually impossible to express emotion even for a normal person. I do have serious issues with Psychopath because they make a world a worse place to live in especially for people who have disabilities and women as well. As a person with ASD even I agree that those Psychopaths are just extremely selfish people who have no long-term goal in life and callous towards other without any sense of remorse!

A person with Autistic Spectrum Disorder is more capable of making warmly rational decision than normal people, normal people tend to make decision based on the emotion of themselves or others which is quite irrational, Psychopath are only capable of making cold yet rational decision. I have enough on the plate with Autistic Spectrum Disorder I don’t need devious people trying to confuse me as Psychopath so I can’t make any friends, those kinds of people just make me sick making lives difficult for other people and for good selfless reason they do make me very angry and my father was just as angry as I was.

Please just stop and think for once and for all!

{ 2 comments }

Music Man Wednesday 2nd of December, 2009 at 07:28

autism is a mental situation. everybody should have patience for that.

Luigi Friday 4th of December, 2009 at 03:18

I think that every one should be aware of this disorder because this is a serious thing. This will teach us not to judge people immediately. There’s a reason for everything. Thank you for this. Thank you for sharing this one.

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