March 2009

This semester the university have gived me so much work to do, because of that I hardly have the time to go out and play.  I just have to do my work or otherwise I’ll just fail and I don’t want that to happen, all I have to is stay in control over the situation rather then having the situation trying to control me.

The enemy who I was previously talking about who I was hoping to fail last semester, didn’t fail last semester unforuntally, even more unforuntally she has a mutual friends and because of that she manage to work in the same group in my groupwork class and she has somehow also manage to get my mobile/cell phone number off him, but not to worry I’m always finding myself one-step ahead because my phone has got a blacklist, so if she sends me any prank calls all I have to do is add her number to the blacklist and she dealt with within a few seconds, no problem whatsoever.

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I just don’t know, I just happen to feel that way some of the time, I just happen to give more then I ever recieve, you notice guys that I have written so much blog entries and I don’t really get much feedback or any comments, giving more then I can recieve is just the bright and I got nothing to feel ashamed about.  I only blog as a hobbie and I enjoy it because it’s very relaxing, so I really can’t complain about that neither.

At university, in the groupwork classes I believe I was doing more work then the other group members were, fortunally they did say something about me doing the most work so basically they confirm my belief.  Unfortunally the other two group members were kind of slacking off, so as soon as I completed my part I basically had nothing to do but wait, so far I have waited about two weeks and haven’t heard about anything that regard the groupwork classes so far, so far now I’m practically stuck in the mud for that one.

I even felt like that while I was working, I gived more by pushing the heavy crate around in the delievery depot but I didn’t get paid as well for my tough work, so basically I didn’t recieve as much, so I guess many people would feel that way!

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Is it half-semester already? oh bloody hell! that was quick, anyway all I felt like doing was just getting on with university that all I ever feel like most of the time, because most of the time I just want to go out and enjoy my life and speak to the people who are clever and cheerful.  The area I live in right now is just boring and full of miserable people who can’t find anything better to do in their live and that why I’m at university because I don’t want this kind of life for myself.  The shocking truth is that I spent of most of time alone because I was just better off that way, I just didn’t want to put up with the stress with miserable people esspecially the one who don’t understand what Autism or Asperger Syndrome is, so therefore I’m just better off alone!  I have no reason to be angry, as it wasn’t mine or anyone fault that I had Asperger Syndrome, I was just one of the unlucky ones.

I have a photographics memory and believe me it’s not always pleasurable, I seem to pick up flashback of my hunted past, it mostly had a lot to do with my mother side of the family, most of them used to abused me and lock me in a dark closet and as of today I still get these flashback but I don’t let them get to me anymore, to be honest I don’t see much of my mother side of the family anymore and I’m a lot happier about that, I know sad but true.  I used to have a serious temper when I was a lot younger, but today things have a lot better.  I still remember most of the pleasutable thing that I had in my life and I hate to admit I’m more scared of myself then with other people because of my photographics memory.  I won’t say anything about my old friend, I ain’t proud of what they have turned into, all I can do is feel sorry for them and over it anyway.

The hardest time in life was when my Granddad and my Step-Granddad both died, I didn’t know anything about other real granddad, all I knew about him that he was Northen Irish, he died when my Dad was 2 years old and yes that was his side of the family.  I remembered the good time I had with my Step-Granddad, I remembered them like they were yesterday. =)

The one thing I like about myself is that I’m not afraid to speak out to the general public. =D

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If you thought the trailer looks great, then you should see the R-rated film in it’s full glory, believe me it’s bloody brilliant and I noticed that everybody was having a giggle while I was watching the film.  To be honest I think I might watch it again, it would of been more awesome if it was in 3D. =D

Anyway I won’t spoil it! =P

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What can I say, I got bored again, I completed the most awkward part of the assignment, blah, blah, blah and now I got nothing better to do!

• Black Dog – Led Zeppelin – A Classic
• Cat Purring - Not as purfect as you think, it’s sound pretty weird to me
• Giggity Giggity Giggity - That odd character off Family Guy, Quadmire! lol!
• Homer Simpson Flintstone - If you watch the Simpsons then you have heard this one before!
• Quagmire Gigity Gig - That odd character off Family Guy, again!
• Ring Ring Phone Call - Just some dude with the English accent making a fool of himself!
• Satan Laughing - That ringtone is quite creapy and scary!
• Stewie Calling Mom - that little baby off Family Guy who speak with an English accent!
• Sweet Child o’ Mine - Guns n’ Roses (Axl Rose is an arsehole lol)
• Sweet Home Alabama - Lynard Skynard (Classic)

It’s should work on most phone nowadays, if you happen to own a iPhone just change the file extention from “m4a” to “m4r” then double click on it to add to iTunes!

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Erm, I got bored, lol! Some of them I come up with and some of them I have found!

• “Brutal Honesty is something a weak mind cannot appreciate, likewise Arrogant is something a strong mind cannot appreciate”
• “When the going get tough, the tough get going”
• “Why pay for thing for you can get for free from the WWW?”
• “One man junk is another man territory”
• “Good things come to those who wait”
• “The past, the present and the future are really one: they are today”
• “Blu-Ray: why pay for the hard bit when you can get the soft bit for free from the web!”
• “The Internet is a series of pipes and nodes just like any other network, not a series of tubes!”
• “Expect the unexpected!” or “You’ll never know!”
• “Diamond are the hardest subtance known to man and a girls best friends!”
• “Without music the whole world would be totally nothing!”
• “A Dog is a man best friend!”
• “Riding a horse or a motorcycle is like riding with the wind”
• “A world wouldn’t be the same without Monkeys!” =D
• “One man cleverness is another man stupidity!” lol
• “Sanity is for the weak!” Don’t ask!
• “There is no one to surpass but yourself, so express yourself”
• “On man envy is another man jealousy”
• “Technology is something that too many people depend on, therefore most people are at disadvantage” Drive me crazy sometime!
• “You’re your own god, the god up there is most likely not to exist” =D
• “The people with imaginary friends are idiots” No offense LOL!
• “There is no such things as perfect” I write that in MySpace status to banter the Russian (who I kicked off my friend list) and somebody else responded! LOL =)
• “PERFECT paranoia is PERFECT self-awareness” If I remembered correctly, LOL =D

That just about it so far. =)

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