People grabbing the wrong end of the stick!

Why is it that the one who are so uptight seem to grab the wrong end of the stick?  Don’t you hate it when people make assumption against you, accuse you of something that wasn’t in your motivation, that the position I’m in right now, honestly I’m not kidding, I saw what have been said against me, I know what I have been accused of and no I won’t let that get to me, I’m sticking to my courage, keep control over myself and don’t let others control me like I did before, otherwise I’ll be the receiving end of the abuse, controlling others can also lead to abuse.

I had to delete three post off this blog for two reason, 1. I want to forget about it and move on, 2. I don’t want other people getting the wrong ideas about me, as one is enough (that person is now blocked off from me).  Yes I just admitted that I have deleted three post on this blog, I don’t really want to talk about that.

Honestly, It’s amazing what you can find on Google!

@Teck64, sorry for deleting your comments but I had no other choice.

Update: Okay as much as I hate to admit it, the only thing that seems to control me is my shyness, that got the best out of me!