by Christopher J Jackson on Tuesday 27th of May, 2008
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It’s been about 2 months since I came off alcohol, chocolate and pop (soda), I only drink tea, milk, water and orange juice, since then I had lost quite a lot of weight and in some way I think the immune system seems to improve, I mean I hardly feel ill and I guess that a good thing. I also do workouts at the gym at random, for me it’s not hard as people might seems to think it is, it’s just takes a lot of time, a heck of a lot of time.
At one time in my life I used to be up-tight and aggressive, now as time got on, I’m just laid-back, a lot nicer and not so aggressive, like some people I didn’t have a good start in life, in my childhood I was physically abused by my auntie, she even broke my fingers once, but who I turned out to be was unbelievable, honoured Student of the Year 2007 at college and I got the shield to prove, now I’m at University doing my Computer Science Degree and I got a couple of friends doing the same thing as I’m doing. Just in case you were wondering, I’m doing quite well at uni although there are parts I’m not doing well on, but I just don’t worry about it. I don’t get jealous of others too easily neither, because I always have been pleased with myself. One thing I hated doing at school was writing diaries and now look at me, I have manage to write so many blog article in one month because I believe in myself.
After riding the motorbike just, I got a burning sensation in my heart and it’s feels so fucking great! It’s just so relaxing! God the weather is a bit chilli outside!
by Christopher J Jackson on Sunday 25th of May, 2008
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I have been thinking about a couple of things recently since I visited one of my uncle Yesterday, I thought that I should get back into doing 3D modeling on Blender, it’s just boring sitting on my arse doing nothing but watching TV, because I just don’t get any satisfaction out of that, I really don’t at all, I get no creativity out of it, it’s just kills my self es-stream, nothing good comes out of TV’s nowadays, it just causes me and others to bloody copy and no one get nowhere by bloody copying from one another, now that would of been completely ridiculous wouldn’t it?
Anyway I am going to learn how to use that damn Blender application, I know it’s a bit tricky to use but this can be very rewarding, it could even get me a career if I put my mind to it quite well. If I find the time to use that application then the chances are that I’ll soon be excellent at doing 3D models, it’s not hard you just have to put your mind to it, build your confident towards and I can accomplice it. I see what I can archives from that application.
I’ll also be at the gym.
by Christopher J Jackson on Friday 23rd of May, 2008
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Just because I have autism doesn’t mean I should be treated differently to anybody else, it just makes me feel really uncomfortable, honestly I’m not joking, I just dislike it when people do that, it really pisses me off. In fact nobody should be treated any differently to any other, they should be treated to how you want to be treated really.
There is just not much I can put in!
by Christopher J Jackson on Tuesday 20th of May, 2008
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Well today I have just completed the exam and thought I didn’t do too well on it, I never know really I might of skimmed a pass but really as always I don’t have to worry about it, because I know most people would be like that on the exam anyway. You only fuck up if you worry to much about it and that always been quite true, throughout this I have been a very good listener, I was much better with my attitude, well some people do have a bad start in life, I know I did and I somehow manage to rise from it, hell I even got the good press on me for that. As ironic as it sounds, even the trouble makers can get the good press.
Now to plan on something on my holiday, get in contact with my American cousin and don’t let the silent treatment bother me at all, the chances are that her boyfriend might be concerned that we were both talking, if that was the case or not, then I stop contacting her and wait patiently because I would never do anything quite stupid such as interfering with their relationship. There has always been plently of fishes in the sea, quite a lot of them are willing to talk! I admit that I do hate the silent treatment because it give me the scene of confusing, it does hurt quite a bit but that no excuse to pass that onto somebody else it’s just not in my nature to do it, I don’t like it, so why should I pass it on to others? it’s just pure torture!
by Christopher J Jackson on Saturday 17th of May, 2008
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Well I’m actually quite lucky that my dad friends works at a place called Staffs County Chopper, yes that place does bespoken motorcycles, just like the Orange County Chopper (otherwise known as the American Choppers) except they are not for the show. They also sell brand names motorcycles for the people (like me, I wish it wasn’t me, that doesn’t matter, I got the kind of bike I wanted anyway) that can’t afford to have an fancy bespoken one. I think it was nice of my dad friend to give my bike a free service, the oil change, new spark plug and all that jazz, I’m really grateful for it as well or else I wouldn’t be posting this at all. Imagine if I did have the money!
Anyway I jump off to an different topic, I wonder what “Britain Got Talent” will have today, the Birmingham and Blackpool audition was terrible, but it was quite hilarious to me, because the performers didn’t realise how awful they were, I found some of them quite irritating, I just can’t believe that some of them would just waste their time just absolutely nothing, what a bunch a morons, if these morons really want to get high they should start learning like go to college and stop being so damn lazy, because talents shows like these are not your life and the WWW is not your life neither!
by Christopher J Jackson on Friday 16th of May, 2008
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There is one thing that is been bothering me, why do people use the word “hate” too much? is it habit or something or do they really mean, that one answer I would never know, but doesn’t it get on your nerve sometime hearing the word hate all the time, here a paragraphs.
I hate my cat, I hate football (soccer, I hate it when the Americans get confused, I couldn’t help it), I hate extremist people because they are annoying (especially the people from Westboro Baptist Church, with their site called “God Hates America,” “God Hates Canada,” and “God Hates What Next”), I hate the song called “I know a song that get on your nerve, get on your nerve,” I hate jerks, I hate Lindsey Lohan (In fact I hate most celebrity and who doesn’t), I hate the world of politics (lying bastards), I hate show offs, I hate selfish people, I hate my second-oldest brother (I bloody mean it), I hate cops (but we need them), I hate chav, I hate people that don’t know the true meaning of racism and respect and that about it really.
It’s ridculous isn’t it, but really how could we all hate someone we don’t really know, we just can’t, can we? err no we can’t. “Please sir can I have a gorilla as my pet?” Daddy replies to his son “No you can’t have a gorilla as your pet” his son replies “I hate you dad, now FUCK OFF!” Daddy replies “GET TO YOUR ROOM! I DON’T WANT TO HEAR LANGUAGE LIKE THAT YOU LITTLE BRAT!”
by Christopher J Jackson on Thursday 15th of May, 2008
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Nothing much is just makes me feel like shit in the morning, I used to eat chocolate quite a lot and that what scares me and that made me put on weight a bit, now that I have gived up on the chocolate altogether the graving have been hunting me for a while and the same goes with alcohol as well and so far so good I manage to resists. The only downside is that my denim felt loose on me after a while I gived up on eating chocolate and drinking, I worked round that issue by creating a new hole in my belt so my denim does not feel any loose. What really pleases me is that I lost a bit of weight and nothing else really.
The weather today is quite depressing, earlier this week and last week, it was all nice and sunny and all of the sudden rain and thunder comes along, that once got me to drink and I don’t do that anymore, I been like that since I came back home from Florida, I didn’t feel good while I was walking around in the theme park, I felt depressed about my weight and decided to do something about it as soon as I got home and I did and I kept to it for about 2 months and I feel a lot happier than ever before.
Anyway I might be moving to Detroit, Michigan in the States, I found out that one of my cousin live there, from what I have heard from her is that the law enforcement is very good, children are not allowed to be out at night after 10:00pm that should allow me to have a good nights rest, the downside is that I have to take a driving test for the American driving license or else you can’t get anywhere without it, not just on road, you won’t be able to apply for a credit/debit card.
P.S. I just had a power outage, I find that quite annoying esspecially while I’m doing my course work, I should get one of these UPS unit. Ain’t it great to talk, the one that doesn’t want to talk is an outright loser!
by Christopher J Jackson on Wednesday 14th of May, 2008
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Well I thought I didn’t do too well, anyway I answered the question to what I know and made quite a good attempt to most of them. I just don’t need to worry as I don’t expect everyone who was doing the same exam to remember all of that, I don’t see anyone getting a A16 too easily, so I definitely got nothing to worry about, I just wait patiently as always and see what grade I would get.
Anyway nothing else as been going on today, except I was watching Miami Vice about three episode of it, I also been watching quite a lot of films since I had the 20mb broadband connection so I was able to download quiet a lot of good stuff to watch and I also got an Xbox 360 so I can watch it onto the big screen downstairs in my living room and that if I got nothing better to do outside, if I was outside I would be round my uncles, friends and around some pubs, I did say that I quit drinking but that doesn’t mean I have stopped going round pubs, I still go round the pubs and I drink coke mostly Pepsi, the atmosphere has always been the most important part of the pub as the drinks are not really as importants. If you don’t need to drink then that fine really, people only drink to boost their confidence.
P.S. I like my inconsistency the way it is, and no I do not apologise! : P
